[01 Dec 2004|07:57pm] Hey guys. I wonder if you still have this name on your friends list... I AM IN DESPERATE NEED OF A ROOMMATE. $300/month plus bills (usually about $80 each). Our lease is just until May 31...I have no preference on anything right now. I am accepting ANY prospects. If you're bored and you want a change of scenery...come move to Norman for a few months! It's a great town, honestly! Please tell ALL your friends and either leave a comment or get in touch with me somehow. Please help me out =/ xoxo Comments: 3 kisses - mwah.

come together right now [13 Jan 2004|07:10am] i need everyone's help. for my philosophy class i'm supposed to interview 10 people who have not taken the course with the question "what is philosophy?" so if you don't mind...post an answer here defining "what is philosophy" to you. try to do it without looking at anyone else's post. i'll take the 10 best ones i get...thanks for your help :) Comments: 17 kisses - mwah.

[10 Jan 2004|04:26pm] hopefully some of you still have this journal on your list. everyone, post your favorite book here. i need some new stuff to read. Comments: 20 kisses - mwah.

goodbye silvermoondust [23 Dec 2003|08:11am] hello phantasmagory. Comments: 4 kisses - mwah.

::sniff:: [21 Dec 2003|06:08pm] [ mood | crappy ] [ music | that new song by linkin park ] woke up early had a breafkast burrito worked out with will <3 shower saw mona lisa smile came home sick :( Comments: 3 kisses - mwah.

[21 Dec 2003|08:48am] [ mood | sick ] Today is the greatest Day I've ever known Can't live for tomorrow, Tomorrow's much too long I'll burn my eyes out Before I get out I wanted more Than life could ever grant me Bored by the chore Of saving face Today is the greatest Day I've ever known Can't wait for tomorrow I might not have that long I'll tear my heart out Before I get out Pink ribbon scars That never forget I tried so hard To cleanse these regrets My angel wings Were bruised and restrained My belly stings Today is Today is Today is The greatest day I want to turn you on I want to turn you on I want to turn you on I want to turn you Today is the greatest Today is the greatest day Today is the greatest day That I have ever really known Comments: 2 kisses - mwah.

[19 Dec 2003|07:37am] [ mood | hopeful ] everyone in the library's a fuckin zombie, man people are passed out everywhere, their faces in coffee and chocolate muffins and zoology textbooks in exactly three hours i should be on my way home drive faster dad! Comments: 4 kisses - mwah.

some ring tones i might get for the fizone [18 Dec 2003|06:15pm] [ mood | excited ] any thoughts? michael jackson - smooth criminal blink182 - dammit ben folds five - brick weezer - buddy holly weezer - island in the sun good charlotte - my bloody valentine nena - 99 red balloons queen - another one bites the dust belinda carlisle - heaven is a place on earth scooby doo theme super mario theme Comments: 8 kisses - mwah.

she takes the bus over to the north side of the city [18 Dec 2003|09:07am] [ mood | sick ] [ music | everclear - amphetamine ] wow, one week until christmas i'm thinking of changing my livejournal name She came out west to find the sun She lost her name but found a new one Amy goes to school all day But at night in the neighborhood they call her Amphetamine She is perfect in that fucked up way That all the magazines seem to want to glorify these days She looks like a teenage anthem She looks like she used to be happy with the girl inside She looks so bored sometimes And she has that super pale skin and those soft green eyes She looks like she could have been happy in a better life She came out west just to break away clean From her family and her friends and a little girl's dream All she wants to do every night Is to sit beside my window and listen to the sirens She came out west just to break the spell After three long years in a marriage from hell Six months clean living sober and right Her doctors tell her everything will be alright Yeah, you just take your pill And everything will be alright Met her at a party and I took her home She is the saddest girl that I have ever known She wakes up in the middle of the night Just to tell me everything will be alright Amy smiles at me and tells me everything will be alright I tell myself the same damn thing Everyday Everything will be alright Comments: 3 kisses - mwah.

i wanna read good news, good news, i wanna be innocent again [17 Dec 2003|10:50pm] [ mood | sleepy ] [ music | soco - punk rock princess ] Maybe when the room is empty maybe when the bottles full maybe when the door gets broke down love can break in Maybe when I'm done with thinking maybe you can think me whole maybe when I'm done with endings this can begin If you could be my punk rock princess I could be your garage band king You could tell me why you just don't fit in and how you're gonna be something Maybe when your hair gets darker maybe when your eyes get wide maybe when the walls are smaller there will be more space Maybe when I'm not so tired maybe you could step inside maybe when I look for things that I can't replace If I could be your first real heartache I would do it over again If you could be my punk rock princess I would be your heroin I never thought you'd last I never dreamed you would You watch your life go past you wonder if you should You know you only burn my bridges You know you just can’t let it sink in You could be my heroin Comments: 8 kisses - mwah.

ick! [17 Dec 2003|05:29pm] [ mood | disgusted ] [ music | blink182 - reckless abandon ] FlyMan2664: if I had a picture of my ass right now, I would be turned on by it, thats for sure IAreCupcake: its prolly hairy isnt it? FlyMan2664: nooo FlyMan2664: i hate hair, im fastidious like that FlyMan2664: but it is covered in bleeding sores FlyMan2664: no, just kidding IAreCupcake: do you shave it? FlyMan2664: not shave, that makes prickly little hairs alll over and you have to shave every day to keep it up IAreCupcake: wax? FlyMan2664: I have a little norelco trimmer that cuts everything looow FlyMan2664: wax, heh,that would be a little too vain even for me FlyMan2664: I can't imagine shaving my armpits, that would be miserable the whole time they grew back IAreCupcake: yeah i bet IAreCupcake: how bout your chest? IAreCupcake: do you have a hairy chest?? FlyMan2664: yeah, a little bit, I trim it very low too IAreCupcake: what a pain FlyMan2664: hair irritates me FlyMan2664: yes FlyMan2664: I only shave my face and FlyMan2664: well, we'll just say only my face FlyMan2664: haha IAreCupcake: i guess its a pain for girls too IAreCupcake: we have to shave our legs and bikini area and pits and then pluck our eyebrows FlyMan2664: what , shaving your face? FlyMan2664: yep yep FlyMan2664: but the bikini area is a far easier shave than the balls, Ill tell you that much FlyMan2664: be thankful there FlyMan2664: hehe IAreCupcake: yeah thats true IAreCupcake: but we have to be careful trimming too FlyMan2664: thats true, you could lop that clitoris right off with a pair of scissors...that'd be a letdown IAreCupcake: GOD no kidding FlyMan2664: HAHA IAreCupcake: ouch... FlyMan2664: mnn hmnn FlyMan2664: you'd be like, shiiit, its gonna be a long next 70 years of my life.. IAreCupcake: OH GOD IAreCupcake: I DONT EVEN WANT TO THINK ABOUT THAT IAreCupcake: STOP IT! FlyMan2664: haha Comments: 2 kisses - mwah.

FUCK YES [17 Dec 2003|01:48pm] [ mood | ecstatic ] [ music | the carpenters xmas music ] a 89.65 on my history exam plus one bonus point for extra credit equals a 90.65 averaged with a class participation of A- GIVES ME AN AAAAAAAAAA IN THE CLASS which means i have 4 As and one B for now WHICH MEANS STUDYING PAYS OFF AND IT'S GOING TO BE A STRESS-FREE HOLIDAY. Comments: 3 kisses - mwah.

and my raspberry tea is black? [16 Dec 2003|08:14am] [ mood | rejuvenated ] [ music | paul's "i miss lindsay" mix ] reasons i am turning into an old woman i'm looking forward to getting things i need for christmas (socks, etc.) i enjoy things like vacuuming and cleaning my stressors include osteoperosis and dry skin i'd rather read the newspaper than watch tv i do the daily commuter crossword puzzle i like to make things out of embroidery thread there are more people younger than me than older at a simple plan concert i go to sleep every night by midnight and wake up by 7 i take afternoon naps i think more about the future than the present i watch made-for-tv movies and read mary higgins clark books with pleasure there's "never enough time in the day for me" i shake my head when i hear the new music kids are listening to these days thoughts like "shouldn't she take a jacket?" cross my mind when carrie leaves the dorm on cold days i subscribe to a cooking magazine i drink hot tea more often than coffee i worry about getting necessary vitamins "going out" on the weekends is a three-minute walk i mutter "jesus christ" when people fly by us on the highway hahahahahaha i'm old and i love it Feels like the wind blows Holding you with us She takes no other False light and ashes Blooming like winter Dry eyes and cracked lips Under the stone wall Withdrawn and wishless Comments: 4 kisses - mwah.

[14 Dec 2003|10:52pm] l: "yeah, queen is one of the best classic rock bands." s: "thats a negatory." l: "uh, pository." s: "you mean suppository!" s: "get it? they're gay, and a suppository is in the butthole?" bet you cant guess who said this. Comments: 7 kisses - mwah.

i can spell confusion with a fucking k and i can like it [14 Dec 2003|10:48pm] [ mood | loved ] Expect me to be Calling you to see If you're okay when I'm not around Asking if you love me I love the way you make it sound Calling you to see Do I try too hard to make you smile To make us smile? Comments: 5 kisses - mwah.

[14 Dec 2003|03:50pm] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | all american rejects - paper heart ] dreamt i had two sons, we were at the beach and they were being chased by this enormous grizzly bear. i picked up the youngest one because he was a little baby, but the older one ran off and the bear kept chasing him, he chased him through this tunnel and i was really scared that he wouldn't come out the other side, but he did, and when he did his face was all white and red, and i thought he had gotten bit but it was just his makeup? i tried to get him to stop running because i knew thats why the bear was chasing him. then my dream ended because i could feel these hands on my ankles and another pair under my shoulders. i fell asleep on the couch in the library and i could feel these two girls trying to lift me up off the couch and move me so they could study there. but they couldn't get me because i kept squirming and i was too heavy, and they started laughing because it was so hard. finally i said "ok ok i'll move" but when i opened my eyes there was no one there and i had imagined the whole thing! Comments: 2 kisses - mwah.

[14 Dec 2003|02:53pm] [ mood | optimistic ] [ music | bush - world news ] man just wrote a real long entry but it was only complaining so i'm not going to post it. am i becoming something that i hate? dammit, i hope not. i'll be thinking of you tonight will :( wish you were here! Comments: mwah.

it gets better than you know [13 Dec 2003|01:17pm] [ mood | good ] [ music | gc - hold on ] 10 great things that happened today i rowed the rowing machine for 12 whole minutes i ate a veggie burger at the union it's still kinda snowing received an email from a girl wanting to start a vegetarian club at ou read tom sawyer got a christmas card from the gps in the mail talked to georgie porgie and nickgash online didnt have to wake up at a certain time wrote a lot in my journal good temperature outside for walking 10 great things i wish would happen today hear from brandon learn about history through osmosis go to see the nutcracker with carrie finish reading tom sawyer and start a new book take a lovely nap on the library couch huge snowstorm have 10 extra meal points eat warm soup remembered to bring fresca to the library get orange tea from the bookmark coffee shop what are you waiting for? do you know what you're doing to me? what are you looking for? what are you waiting for? Comments: 2 kisses - mwah.

jacked this from dez [13 Dec 2003|08:01am] [ mood | frustrated ] [ music | american pie soundtrack ] //10 bands you've been listening to a lot lately: 1) smashing pumpkins 2) flickerstick 3) toadies 4) simple plan 5) something corporate 6) bush 7) foo fighters 8) perfect circle 9) blue october 10) nirvana //09 things you're looking forward to: 1) monday at 6:30 when my history exam is done 2) friday at 10:00 when i can go home for christmas 3) changing my major to psychology 4) may 7 when i can come home for summer, which will mean a job and moolah 5) august 1 when i can move into my very own house (::hopefully::) 6) season finale of survivor 7) having a life again outside of school 8) ballroom dancing next semester 9) CHRISTMAS! damn i thought of a really good one when i was in the bathroom but i cant remember it now... //08 things you like to wear: 1) penguin shirt, makes CA smile 2) glasses 3) sparkly eye makeup 4) this gray thing that makes my ears warm 5) hoodies 6) scarf 7) gloves 8) toe socks //07 things that annoy you: 1) sorority girls 2) immaturity and insecurity of most people in college i know...everyone feels like they have something to prove 3) people feeling sorry for themselves 4) professors who refuse to give As 5) automatic thoughts 6) people scraping their teeth on their fork when they eat 7) doing laundry at school //06 things you say most everyday: 1) wang! 2) UGH 3) shut up! 4) hole 5) awesome 6) babieeeeeees! //05 things you do everyday: 1) get online (UGH i hate that) 2) take a nap 3) read 4) work out 5) eat a banana //04 people you want to spend more time with: 1) mom 2) dad 3) kels 4) carolann //03 movies you could watch over and over again: 1) little nemo 2) goonies 3) labyrinth //02 of your favorite songs at the moment: 1) smashing pumpkins - adore 2) toadies - dollskin //01 person you would spend the rest of your life with: 1) mom? or will. Comments: mwah.

its raining cats and straw dogs out in the street [12 Dec 2003|03:56pm] [ mood | cold ] [ music | something corporate - good news ] so, i guess we're going to stick with our house on the murderous linn street...i still want to live there and so does carrie and carrie's mom is all for it. i just have to convince my parents that we'll be fine, but that should be easy - i read an article in the daily yesterday about two girls who were the victims of attempted abductions - one of them was in the supposedly "safe" commons apartments and the other was at freaking wal-mart. so...shit happens everywhere, i suppose. we'll just have to be careful and wary and i'm sure i'll be fine. shawn stanford called me at 5:30 am, for some reason i was already awake and staring at the ceiling so i answered it and he and his drunk friend dylan convinced me to go hang out, then i convinced them to go to crossroads and we got breakfast. dylan was funny and i had a grand time picking on shawn but it was reallllllly cold outside even if it wasn't windy. we came back and hung around his dorm room for a bit with his roommate who has the softest bed in the world...and then i went to my classes and ended up passing out for three hours when i got back. at least i'm refreshed...i haven't been this awake in forever. i missed my mom a lot last night, i was watching this made-for-tv movie that she taped for me, and it just made me think of her and how we do that together, and when i'm older we're going to tape movies for each other like she and my granny do. then me and sean went to look at apartments and we passed a duck pond and it made me think of little babies :) :) :) man i'm getting old but i dont even care!! and i'm going to take some st. john's wort...anyone know anything about that? i just want to see if it works. Comments: 3 kisses - mwah.

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